Hey y’all! I hope this day has brought you good vibes and good thoughts. As for me, I’m not sure how to feel about things in my life at the moment. There’s a lot of things that haven’t gone exactly right and normal me would have been up in arms upset trying to fix the problems or have some sort of other emotional feeling about them. What’s been happening lately, however, is an indifference to them all. I can’t figure out what is going on. Have I given up hope? Do I not care anymore in some sort of a good way? I can’t figure it out. I’m not sure which way my brain is taking it. I know it’s not some place negative, that’s for sure, but it’s not entirely positive either if that makes any sense. I think I’ve been used to failure of some sort or another that I’m just used to it or expect bad things to happen. Before I used to not except defeat/negative things well and I used to fight against that tide, but now I feel like I’ve gotten on top of my proverbial inflatable pool toy and I’m going to see where this life of mine takes me. I just hope that I maintain this positive attitude because I’ll be in real trouble if my brain decides to take things south.
Wish me luck